Nasil bir huzur, nasil bir mutluluktur bu... 4,5 seneden sonra Turkiyede olmanin sevinci, basarmis olmanin bilinci, aileme yardim edebilmenin mutlugugu ve arkadaslarim, kankalarim, canlarimla re-unite etmek... Satisfaction duygusu bu olsa gerek, kendimde emegi gecen herkese tesekkur ediyorum, en cok ta kendime ve Tanrima...
Life's not Fair..
I'm the jerK
Vay be.. Oldu dimi yazmayali.. Evde yalnizim, actim gripin dinliyorum. Aklima eski gunler geldi, selim ,sunny,bronx,sunny'nin arabasi,forum kavgalari... Hepsi geride kaldi ya. Herkes bi garip oldu. Turkiyeyle pek bi baglantim kalmadi ama duyduklarim hep uzdu beni. Neil, ilan, arik,rafi hala saglam beraberiz ama malesef suny ve selim kayiplarda..alem got olmus mina koim gittik gideli demekki...
Burasi guzel , hala tel aviv. Kacicam buralardan az kaldi. Paranin amina koymama da ramak kaldi.. Iyi gidiyo be, iyi gitsin, gelen benle, gelmeyeni sikim... :)
I rock man, i simply rock you knowwww :)
I'm the best!!!! :)
Annnnd i love Deb.
Annnd i also love Raph.
AAAAAND i love me.
AAAAND i love my ways in life.
AAAAAND I rock man you know , i simply rock hehe! :)
Chilling with my babe.. I guess i made it.
Tonight wasn't so bad.. I mean it could be always better but that's just because i've become a perfectionist about my work and you can't possibly surround every little detail and WIN IT ALL. It's just not possible , maybe possible but with all we had , i guess we did our best anyway to give it a start.
In a couple of weeks this whole thing will hopefully start. If not , i don't know... But i see absolutely no reason for it not to start. So let's see.. I'm happy that things are finally concludning , it's just too exhausting to live between your career at work and your personal career.
I moved in with Deborah! Uh-huh yeah! It's F U N . Not only we completely agree on things , we also complete eachother. It feels like i found the right piece for the puzzle at a very unexpected time and at a very unexpected place. As i always say "Life is so WeIrDly UNpreDiCTable". It's great though when you have such a surprise as Deb..
Earlier today i was emptying my appartment since i gave it away yesterday. David helped me out , we were done in about an hour. It was fun defenitely. During the emptying process Amos Dropped by and just slowed us down. Sometimes he can be a total naive jackass :) God, i love him.
I'm going to bed. Already two nights i'm not heading the bed with debs and she's already hating it. I just got a health report from the doctor phorbitting me to go to work for three days! "Abnominal Pains" .. Uhhh.. ;)
13 friggin days.. :) 13 friggin days.... 13 friggin days....
don't jinx it.... don't jinx it.... you can't jinx it!
Where should i start?
From deb? From Raph? From everything that's hapening to me?
I might write here one last time before a long time some time in the near future. (i rapped).
I found the love of my life , i found my biz , i found my true self like a cherry on top of it with the cream of accomplishment sliding off me. I won't get into much detail , i know there are so many evil eyes out there.
Like Wesley said; If i was chocolate, i swear i'd eat myself now ..
Finally, there IS an alternative. The home of Modern Rock. This is a revolution. Guitars, nihilistic hedonism, and telling the elder generation to go screw themselves. Nobody has done this before. We are original thinkers. We are free. Sage leads the navel grazing; she is a remarkable talent.